Wtfever

I don't understand? Why in the world do people expect respect, when they don't even give you respect to start out with? I don't understand why people are so fucking rude to each other, for no reason. If it is a 'maturity' issue, then you probably won't be wanted around by many people. I don't understand why some people are so damn nice, and they get nothing in return, accept hatred. It's pretty sad. It's even more sad when the people who send out the hatred, think they're too good for most people. I am not saying i am the nicest, most caring person on the planet, but i do understand that it isn't right. Jealousy takes a huge part in it, most likely. It sucks, life sucks. Get the fuck over it. I really don't understand how somebody could be so fake? I really don't get it. I guess it's the 'maturity' thing again. Trying to fit into a place, where you obviously don't belong. You change yourself for multiple reasons, without even noticing your hurting the ones who loved you, for who you truly are. People these days...

Most of the people who leave your life, never deserve another change. In some cases, maybe. But if it's because of what i was talking about, they should never deserve another change. It may sound pretty harsh, but in all honesty, they left for a reason, and they are coming back for a reason. Whatever that reason is, it's probably not a good one. They probably realized that where they were in life wasn't where they want to be and they want to be their true self again. It's their fault they left in the first place, they should have held onto you, instead of letting you go. Just in case one day they might need you, instead of shoving their way back into your life, trying their hardest to return. They shouldn't get that chance.

I know i may sound like a bitch, but it all depends on the person, and their characteristics, they way they treated you when they were slowly transforming, and disappearing. It's okay to feel like you deserve sympathy. It's okay to feel like you deserve a better friend. It's okay to tell them "I'll always be here for you, but you left for a reason, and i don't want you back." It's okay so feel down sometimes. Doing the smart thing, doesn't always feel good. But it will affect you in the future, or possibly the next couple of days. I know what I'm talking about, you may not understand what I'm fully explaining, but... most people just don't deserve a second chance.