Do people not realize that decisions they make in life hurt others they don't even know exist? Do they not know that the changes they make don't only affect them. I'm not calling anyone selfish, but sometimes running away, trying to make things better, isn't the best solution. They know other people care, and they know a few will be hurt, but look at the big picture. You're changing not only one person's life, but everyone who has been around. You have to let things flow and see where that takes you. Trying to make someone's life better by changing everything they ever had, isn't fair. Being away from home for so long and so much has changed, so much will change, and they have no idea what is going on, or what is coming. I'm scared, worried, and excited. You probably are too.
I'm not going to explain my reason for writing this, because it has happened so many times, you can already guess.
One, after another, after another, after another.
This is getting ridiculous and I'm tired of being left behind. I guess things just happen that way and i have to accept it. There's nothing i can do to change the on coming future. I just have to hope for the best. Keep my high hopes to a low, and realize that if i end up getting disappointed, that's my own fault. I'm just going to make the best out of the time i have left, if all is true.
I love you and miss you.
You've made a huge difference in my life, and even if you end up miles away, you'll always be my best friend. Come home soon so i can hug you please.<3
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